At the Start
Here’s another relic written on a crumpled up piece of paper I found inside my closet last night. This does not reflect my views in any way (at least not anymore haha).
Repainting my walls, trying to start again from scratch
Even though I don’t want to let go, I know I’ve had enough.
The markings left on my doorstep just won’t seem to disappear.
I did almost everything, but still everything is so unclear.
Tring desperately to leave the past behind.
But I just can’t seem to get you off my mind.
Finding it harder and harder to start a day anew
I may have everything, but I what I need is you.
I can’t let go. I can’t let go of these feelings of mine
that hinder me to grow.
I will love you for the rest of time.
And I will do anything just to make you mine again.
It doesn’t matter if you broke my heart.
Coz I’ll still be here waiting for you at the start.
Whenever I try to fall in love with someone new,
everytime I look at her, all I think about is you.
Making it more complicated for me to live my life.
Coz without you by my side, I would not survive.
-this is dedicated to all the guys who still haven’t and still CAN’T move on. haha.
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