September 2009
1 post
Playing dota is kinda fun haha
January 2009
1 post
An Idle Mind in the Devil's Playground
I’m telling you to free your mind, don’t be afraid to step outside the line.
Let your imagination run loose, your destiny is for you to choose.
So come with me as I burn your hand, I’ll take you to never-never land.
Where the smoke never clears.
Where the fires burn eternal.
Where nobody ever hears the cries of the purified.
I’m telling you to set your heart free, to...
December 2008
2 posts
X-mas vaca!
Woot woot! Finally, the moment I’ve been waiting for since the second sem kicked off!
I am going to enjoy every moment of this! Yay!
November 2008
9 posts
A new mouse is in the house.
Pricetag: Php3,555.00
I don’t usually dealve into techie stuff, but this review of the Logitech G7 Laser Cordless was born out of necessity… a need for a new mouse due to me going insane from the last one. My trusty Logitech MX1000, after about a million left-clicks, started having issues with the left mouse button randomly dropping out while I was in the middle of a drag operation in...
27 people already following PH Meetup
eiss:
hey-insomia:
phmeetup:
Meaning 27 people already replied that they will be attending the pinoy tumblr meetup, that already deserves a hurrah.
Hurrah!
Actually we’re aiming for about 60+ followers, ‘cause I’m pretty sure may mga mang-iindyan dyan, diba diba? Hehe! But we’ll start polling the WHOs, WHENs and WHEREs when we get 50 followers.
The more the merrier right? Follow and...
At the Start
Here’s another relic written on a crumpled up piece of paper I found inside my closet last night. This does not reflect my views in any way (at least not anymore haha).
Repainting my walls, trying to start again from scratch Even though I don’t want to let go, I know I’ve had enough. The markings left on my doorstep just won’t seem to disappear. I did almost everything,...
what do tumblrs do for work? or if you are a...
eiss:
hey-insomia:
sunlit-skies:
folkinz:
reblog with your answer…i can post the results later…i am curious if there are trends with tumblrs jobs…thanks
Journalism student! And a covert dreamer.
Culinary Arts student.
Nursing student and a frustrated writer.
Mass Communication/Political Science student slash male model slash daydreamer hahaga XD
I wanna tell you somethin
Last night I was humming different melodies for no real reason until I came across this one that “struck” me. So I went with it and before I knew it, I had made a verse out of it. Earlier this morning, I revised it a lil bit and got my guitar out and started making the guitar part for the song. It has a bit of a jazzy feel to it. The song by the way is for someone special. It’s...
Aprendo a hablar español
I was browsin thru torrent sites to download psp game torrents (yeah, I promote piracy. Sue me!) when I ran across this one called “My Spanish Coach”. It got me quite interested as to what it was about so I downloaded it. I thought it was sort of a football/soccer game since them spanish love their soccer. I was surprised to know that it was actually a tutorial on how to speak spanish....
New sem, new notebooks
And no, I’m not referring to those old things you use to write stuff down on. I’m talkin ‘bout the techie notebooks.
Since I’ve been a good boy lately, I’m planning on asking my parents to get me one for Christmas. I saw these cool mini-notebooks by Acer at Villman’s last week, and they were hella funtastic to look at. They come in all sorts of cute colors;...
It's been forever.
How long has it actually been since I last writing down my musings here? Dunno. Dun care. Anyways, I just got a PSP-2000 (Slim/Lite) this past week. My mom gave it to me as a form of advanced Christmas present I suppose. Anyways, the PSP is cool… IF you have custom firmware (which unfortunately for me, I didn’t… well at least for the first 4 days). It really helps if you have a...
A "REN"ewed outlook on life.
“Since you came my way, you brightened up my days.
You taught me how to smile again.
You brought the sunshine in, took away all my fears.
You taught me how to live again.
When I saw your face, and dazzled me with your grace,
you made me belive in love again.
When I had no home, you sheltered me from the storm.
You taught me how to trust again
I hope it’s okay, hope you...
October 2008
41 posts
Station of Life
I just wanna share with you guys a lil poem I wrote after me and my then girlfriend broke up. You might be wondering why I’d want to share it with you guys. Well, I just want to! Okay?! This means absolutely nothing now anyways, so I might as well.
I was but a solitary dot in an ocean of disbelief and uncanny thoughts and I never thought I would ever amount to anything, until I found you....
Sembreak blues.
Okay, so my 2 week vaca’s turning out to be a real bore. Nothing exciting has yet to happen. I’ll even go out on a limb and say that it’s worse than having to go to school 5 days a week. At least my mom gives me money when I go to school, but when I’m on vaca, I’m gosh darn broke.
On the lighter side of things though, at least I my brain doesn’t get pressured...
Things you can do to amuse yourself while in an...
WARNING: Do these at your own risk! Trust me, I got into a heated argument once by doing # 13
1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask “Got enough air in there?”
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you’re embarrassed when...
9 Things I Hate About Everyone
Here’s a list of things that people do/say that really grind my gears.
1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time… I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the...
My Everything
You are my heart, my hope, my help, The passion that is me, The whole of which I am a part, My peace, my ecstasy. You are my future, present, past, My ship, my sail, my ocean, The wind that brings me home again, The home for every motion. You live within me, yet I am Without you all alone. With you I am full of light; Without you I am stone. Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps, But also it is true. I...
Dan Michael, the Master Magician.
Jao Mapa: How long have you been a magician?
Dan Michael: Well it depends. Sometimes 2 minutes, sometimes 10 minutes, and minsan 10 hours long.
JM: No no no, you didn’t get the question. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A MAGICIAN?
DM: Ah, it depends. See, sometimes you have a cards and sometimes there’s a dram.
(long pause)
DM: You didn’t get the answer.
JM:...
Sembreak's turning out to be a real bore
It’s been 3 days since our semestral break started, and nothing has happened. I mean, NOTHING. Our roadtrip to Baguio was cancelled, I lost my wallet the other day (that had roughly 4k in it, credit card, atm card, the works), and to top it all off, I still haven’t gotten around to writing the music for our band’s new song. I am soo God damned bored. It’s like I don’t...
It's official!
It’s officially sembreak baby! Time for some “ME” time, finally! Yeah! Let the fun begin! Woot woot!
I can almost smell the sweet scent of freedom
Sembreak is just around the corner. YESSSS!!!
Sembreak!
Only a few days and a couple of final exams to go! S-E-M-B-R-E-A-K! One of the sweetest words a college student will ever hear! Next to summer vaca! Yay!
Breaking the Habit... slowly
Okay, I’ve cut down on my nicotine fix. I now limit myself to 10 sticks a day. I know it doesn’t seem much, but it’s hard to totally quit once you get to this point. I don’t want to fool myself into thinking that I can just kick the habit abruptly. I’m tired of getting disappointed.
Baby steps, baby steps. I’ll get there, eventually.
“I am but a solitary dot in a vast ocean of uncertainty and uncanny beliefs.”
– Cris Adriano
Teacher for a day
I became teacher for a day thanks to my Teaching Strategies subject. Our final exam was to demo teach a lesson for one period. I thought it was going to be easy breezy, but I screwed up making the lesson plan and had to do it a couple of times to get it right. Stoopit lesson plan. The topic I discussed was about suicide, it’s definition, main causes, most common methods of committing...
Commitment-free
So I’ll just enjoy every waking moment of my life being free from commitment. Being single means you’re free to do whatever it is you please. No one to tell what and what not to do all of the time. Plus, I found out that “hoy” has a boyfriend already. Dammit. He’s one helluva lucky bastard that one.
Hell week
Final exams are here. I need to brush up on my studies if I want to keep my hopes of a 1.5 GPA afloat. Wish me luck, coz I’ll be needing all the luck I can get at this point. GO ME!!!
“In the bustling station of life teeming with uncertainty, I will find you.”
– Cris Adriano
Going back to Marlboro County
Since the tax on cigarettes has increased, I’ve been forced to go back to smoking Marlboro lights. West is now just too gosh darn pricy. Heck, I might as well just set money on fire and inhale the fumes. Yeah yeah, so why don’t I just STOP smoking? Well I’m trying to! But you have no friggin idea how hard it is to stop. It’s not like you can just throw it away like some...
“Hoy”, I just want you to know that...
You are the most beautiful woman I ever had the...
Hopefully I’ll be able to gather enough courage to actually walk up to you, to introduce myself and ask for your name and cellphone number. I don’t want to admire you from a distance forever.
This goes out to “Hoy”. Coz I don’t know her name, and that’s the first thing I said to her. I hope she won’t be able to recall that very awkward and embarrassing...
Here's to life
I’ve never felt THIS good to be alive. Already called off the whole suicide thingy and decided to finally move on with my life. It took me 10 bottles of Heineken and 2 packs of West Lights to figure things out and to realize that everyone deserves a second shot at life. I still have a chance to meet the one true person that I will love and be forever happy with. After all, I’m only 18....
I want you to be happy.
I want you to be happy when I’m gone. When you mourn me, make your mourning bright, Adjusting what you long for to the light.
The art of memory is celebration. Yearning that turns sorrow into song, Opening a heart forever young Upon the unmade bed of its creation.
Celebrate my life, and also my death, Hold onto me with unresentful tears, A testament to what we’ve learned of love,...
Death is a relation
Death is like a car That disappears around a curve, Or like an ancient custom That we’ve failed to preserve. The car continues going Even though we cannot see, And the custom just remains Itself, outside of memory. Death is a relation To a certain time and place; To Eternity it’s nothing In a line of endless grace. I’ve loved you all so much That I’ve known Eternity, Vast...
Thank you Ate Marie
Thanks a bunch for the .tk site! Wee!
Criminal Mind
Okay, today was a complete waste of a perfectly good day. I didn’t have even a minute of sleep last night, so I was like a zombie when I attended classes. Totally oblivious to everything. It’s a miracle I even got home. I was so totally out of it.
I bought a new sim card today. Lecheng lumang sim ayaw sumagap ng signal. So I texted everyone on my phonebook to let them know that I...
I'll be needing all the luck in the world today
Man how the hell am I going to survive a whole day at school when I haven’t slept a wink this entire time? Wish me luck. Damn 5 hour chemistry class.
Sinikatan na ako ng araw, wala pa rin akong tulog.
Deep Vein Thrombosis - a disorder caused by being in a fixed position for a long time.
So what the hell does this have to do with me and my stupid problems? Well, it just made me realize how important moving on really is. Painful as it may seem, we all have to (at some point in our lives) get over certain things and move on. We can’t just stand in a dark corner and wait for something...
I'm an effin saint!
Man, I thought tonight would finally be the night that’d put an end to my late night blues. Dude was I wrong. After pack of my fave West Lights and a giant mug of coffee, here I am again talking nonsense.
Have you ever felt like you’ve been living behind the shadows of your past for too long? Well, I have. Still do, really. And it sucks! But you know what sucks even more? The mere...
Mondays aren't my best days
Gawd, today was soo boring. Nothing out of the ordinary happened. I don’t even have anything to write about, which only goes to show just how pointless my day was.
There’s this one thing though. One thing that’s still weighing heavily on my mind… I’ve already decided NOT to settle into a committment. But a part of me kinda doesn’t feel right. And yes,...
Masturbation. The intellectual kind.
Many people have been wondering what intellectual masturbation really means. Since my friendster shoutout reads “I like to masturbate… intellectually”, they’ve gotten curious about what it really is. Is it just like normal masturbation, but use your mind instead of your hands? Noo, that’s just whacked up man.
Intellectual masturbation pertains to fascinating...
I've made up my mind.
I’ve seriously thought about it over and over again. I weighed in every detail, and I’ve come to the realization of one thing. That I don’t want to be committed right now. I don’t want to end up like I did before. A love sick puppy. There’s no way in hell that I’m gonna let that happen to me again. I want to enjoy my singlehoodness or whatever it’s called...
It's true
It is true. That the heart has reasons which reason knows not of.
There are things that seem perfectly reasonable to us, but throw in a lil love and affection, it becomes totally unreasonable. In what way, you might ask. I don’t know exactly. That’s just the way it is I guess with love. Which totally sucks for me and the rest of us stuck here thinking about what could have been....